Everyone must step back

I have spent the whole past fourteen years wanting to get-up and go. I have managed to do so much, in many different places. But now I’m discouraged (as is everyone), from doing this. Save lives, stay home. Ok, we were locked down, but we weren’t, now there’s rumours of it happening again. Hospitals want to put-off/delay issues until this virus ends. It may never end. No-one knows.

Why, oh why do people continue their life ‘without a care in the world’? Ok, they want to return to ‘normality’. They feel stress and misery because they cannot live their normal life.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8_vI6Mtwj5Q

Ah, no-one takes the government seriously anyway, Boris does not have the will power to tell the nation the truth. This may be the new normal, the quicker people deal with this, the less that they will feel suffering.

Believe me. Adapt or accept your peril.

My rehabilitation...

... but I want to live. I will never ‘catch-up’, but we all live with goals that we set ourselves.

I remember very early post-coma, feeling so very tired but absolutely petrified of falling asleep as I could not be sure how I would wake up, or when. So it goes, you come in on your own, in this life, you know that you leave on your own.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XyuuDky0Vy8

Half of the way my mind coped, was my ability to accept that I was now living a new life. My Acquired Brain Injury introduced a forced set of strict new laws on my entire life. I soon recognised that I must adapt. Everything.

My whole life needed serious adaptation.

A global pandemic, everyone suffers.

Now, everyone must adapt. As we live under these ‘adaptations’ we may experience over time, that old elements of our lives are attained or we can attempt to gain back, what we seem to have lost. We cannot expect everything. We mustn’t.

‘Gains’ of old elements, will be held Globally, as positives.

LESSON: Everyone must step back, and view everything from a much wider angle. 

Face-mask litter.

Someone is making an obscene amount of money, manufacturing these. Advertised as ‘single-use’ to keep a high consumption rate. Then more, and more litter (very dangerous to all animals, including humans). We still know very little about CO-VID19, we cannot know that these masks actually help us. Actors may wear masks to pretend something, signifying that there is a hidden truth beneath...

... Something is being concealed.

I wear a mask on public transport, as everyone should do. There are exceptions, which puzzles me, and add to my complete doubt, suspicion, cynicism. I do know that it is wrong to doubt everyone, so I try hard to keep the faith in ourselves. Sorry.