Welcome to my blog. It varies how regular I write posts here. I sustained a 'Traumatic Acquired Brain Injury', and a six month coma from a 'road traffic accident' whilst cycling, in October 2006. I spent the following 4 years (22-26yrs old), in a combination of hospitals and rehabilitation homes. Now, I have been living independently in Surbiton, England since October 2010. This blog begun life in December 2010, as i realised that there are many people worldwide that i want to share experiences with. I know that, as a wheelchair user, I am obviously not as mobile as i wish, so, use the internet to connect to you. I enjoy letting my thoughts represent through type. I type honestly. As numerous readers, as well as email recipients, will understand, I find typing to be very therapeutic. Thank you :)
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Friday, 10 June 2016

If it keeps on rainin'...






I warn people that our decision will not just affect British Sovereignty, this is the 21stCentury, global stability could be seriously damaged. Other countries could face a  reaction of right wing/far right/fascist risings. Very scary. Everyone has a global duty.

I was feeling 'rather grumpy', earlier in the week, so made a note, to give it a voice...

Grrr! I am alive but I am not living. I am here, and now i just have to let life happen to me. I have desires but feel that it is TOTALLY POINTLESS to want anything. Everyone always praises me for keeping a strong mentality, but honestly, I have no choice. Whenever I feel down, I face facts that there is nothing i can do, just live life, and time will tell. Time, ten ****ing years! Over five and a half years ago, I left my rehabilitation home, to begin real life again. Two key pledges that i made to myself, I would find employment, and I would fall in love with a partner. Hmmm, 30% (fail) is the mark i give myself. I have found employment, but voluntary, and i fall for females, but none ever fall for me. My emotions are forever spilt out on this blog, which only gets updated once-a-week, and i have little idea who views it, just numbers. Who are you? 
This blog is about positive things, sorry.  

Life, so it goes.

Inane smile. P***!
The four-letter word was uttered towards a man who unintentionally caused due offence through his inane, pathetic, stupid, childish behaviour. As he passed me he wore such a grin directed towards me. I felt like he was belittling me, he didn't know me at all, just saw me in a wheelchair, so thought he would chuckle and grin at me. Sorry, but WTF?! &@£*#

Then, midweek, it was raining.
I cheered up when I realised, one of my key strengths of personality.
I can see the good in most things. Instantly. I can choose whether I want to view things as positive or negative, if i want to. I am confident I know how to alter my perception.

As you may know already, I am keen fan of BBC radio 6Music. They regularly advertise the 'BBC Music' app. Once installed, and signed up, you can then begin compiling a playlist. If you ever hear a song you like, click  '+', adding it to your playlist. Then you can listen again to a mini-version, whenever, found on YOUR playlist.
I haven't fully investigated this yet, but regularly use it, to remind me of my 'new discoveries', worth further investigation.

My three latest additions to MY playlist (new for me, maybe not everyone)...
watch the videos or follow the links...







Another app discovery of mine...
Sketchbook Lite
I have the iPhone 6+ which is large enough to act as a mini-sketchpad. Qualified in design and graphic design, I often think visually, so having this app always ready on my  iPhone is very handy.




 ...levee's gonna break...



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