Ok ok ok, I lied. I type again, outside, by the river. Sunny weather, but cold. In England, you expect nothing, but you learn to cope with anything (almost)!
It has been eight years since my accident, long enough to be ready when experiencing people's reactions. So I thought.
Alarmed, I was when I was very kindly checked upon by a very old lady, walking (just) with a stick.
'Are you ok?'
I smiled, and nodded an affirmative response. I thought that I would be rude, if I were to ask back, the same, so held my breath. I was left shocked and confused. I felt bad in being so unsure. I am used to being asked such, by everyone, I thought. However, to be asked by such, hurt. I was then cross with myself. Oh, confused.
The best Oasis songs?...
Sad Song
Idler’s Dream
It has been eight years since my accident, long enough to be ready when experiencing people's reactions. So I thought.
Alarmed, I was when I was very kindly checked upon by a very old lady, walking (just) with a stick.
'Are you ok?'
I smiled, and nodded an affirmative response. I thought that I would be rude, if I were to ask back, the same, so held my breath. I was left shocked and confused. I felt bad in being so unsure. I am used to being asked such, by everyone, I thought. However, to be asked by such, hurt. I was then cross with myself. Oh, confused.
The best Oasis songs?...
Sad Song
Idler’s Dream
I must accept my own rules!
Try to just live life for the 'now'. Fate just happens.
I am slowly, infuriatingly proving myself correct. I am however, a designer, always thinking of the next stage. We cannot live a life that doesn't exist yet. It is good to dream, but we all live in reality. Hmm...
Wednesday, I had a hospital appointment. Oh man! My heart goes out to those who work in such. I was told to wait for 15minutes. I felt down, as I had nothing to do but twiddle my thumbs. I suddenly realised that 15 minutes is actually nothing. But...
Hospital time is not real time
I have definitely returned to the 'real world', by feeling like this. Ok, I used to live in a hospital, but this is not real life.
Stoned without glasses
On the same day, I forgot, and left my glasses at home. Hmmm... I expected to notice the difference at the beginning, however I was still noticing the difference into the afternoon. It felt weird. I began to feel like I had smoked weed. I don't, incase you're wondering!
I have to wake up. I am 30! I cannot live a dream and should not expect to be 'swept off my feet by an angel'
the best penalty ever!
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