I have made a note on my phone to remind me to: 'stop comparing life to how it was or I had it pre-accident. Things have changed. DEAL WITH IT!!!'
So, here lies my third and final post of the day (and probably week). I just want to state that I remember things (obviously) despite my bang on the head, but the world keeps turning, and i know that things change with time, I needed to learn that not all is exactly how it was. I now lived currently, with physical disability. I am incredibly lucky that this is the only affect (do i mean 'effect', who knows). Arsenal have still not won a trophy yet, grrrrrr.
I should stop comparing elements of my lifestyle before Oct-2006, to current situations. Everything in the world has grown older, things change/evolve with time. I missed out on 6-months, but hey, nothing really. I remember of how I originally thought my physical disabilities were simply due to 6 months lack of use, but as my physio developed, i became aware that i had lost certain neurological functions, which need to be developed again from scratch. We can only learn from experience, but things have changed. Life did happen pre-accident, but i am told to learn a lot of things from scratch, as 'things have changed'. Doh!
I type the above section with the ability of looking back upon these times. I cannot imagine how scary it would be to view a friend, relative, whoever, going through this, with total uncertainty. In that respect, I am lucky that I was the patient.
So, here lies my third and final post of the day (and probably week). I just want to state that I remember things (obviously) despite my bang on the head, but the world keeps turning, and i know that things change with time, I needed to learn that not all is exactly how it was. I now lived currently, with physical disability. I am incredibly lucky that this is the only affect (do i mean 'effect', who knows). Arsenal have still not won a trophy yet, grrrrrr.
I should stop comparing elements of my lifestyle before Oct-2006, to current situations. Everything in the world has grown older, things change/evolve with time. I missed out on 6-months, but hey, nothing really. I remember of how I originally thought my physical disabilities were simply due to 6 months lack of use, but as my physio developed, i became aware that i had lost certain neurological functions, which need to be developed again from scratch. We can only learn from experience, but things have changed. Life did happen pre-accident, but i am told to learn a lot of things from scratch, as 'things have changed'. Doh!
I type the above section with the ability of looking back upon these times. I cannot imagine how scary it would be to view a friend, relative, whoever, going through this, with total uncertainty. In that respect, I am lucky that I was the patient.
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