I
type this week’s post, unusually, out of sync. It is mid-week, and I am away at
my usual blog-post publication time, so I feel it vastly unfair to cheat you
all out of a blog post.
Ok,
it is early in the week, but I do have a small compilation of notes, written on
my phone, for trans-global viewing pleasure!
The sun has been shining in this very country (quite rare), and everyone seems more
content and positive with a smile.
I wander down the street, smiling, it
occurs to me that it is soooo easy to make friendly acquaintances, from a
wheelchair. But I struggle to list proper friends that I have made since being
in 'my wheelchair years'.
This
could be just an issue that everyone faces in their twenties, no longer being a
school child or university student. I have been forced to live the ’other’ way.
I am however, so so so soooo happy and grateful to people I befriended in ‘Life
partA’.
I
was quite amused yesterday, sitting outside ‘The Press Room’ (café, obviously).
The sun was shining, happiness shone from most people’s faces. Though not
everyone.
I watch people stress out, running for
the bus. 50% success rate.
I
was sitting close to a fairly main bus stop, taking buses towards Kingston from
near Surbiton station. I realised the stress that I manage to duck away from,
since living in a wheelchair. I now know that if I can see a bus that I may
well miss it as I have no option to sprint in aim to catch a bus. My
wheelchair, as with any, legally (I think) can only go as fast as walking pace.
I accept this and so feel no major disappointment. I don’t have hopes raised and then thrown away as a bus
accelerates off. It is advantageous to be able to plan for such event, instead
of requiring an unprepared, sudden burst of speed that can fail half of the time!
Summer sun allows everyone to show
off. I am content, saddened that everyone suffers/ strives to reach
perfection. Yet I know that they will never reach their goal, as perfection
doesn't exist. Even though there are those seemingly close, all is equal, so
they must have a negative that maybe hidden.
Hehe.
OK, I made that note on a return from town, as I was perhaps feeling negative,
myself. It is quite clearly a note that has been twisted and spun into a ‘positive’
(for me). Read it how you wish.
I
also write to tell those of you on Facebook, to ‘like’ KCIL (Kingston Centre
for Independent Living). As a voluntary employee, I am biased, but it is such a
special special organisation, deserving increased recognition by everyone.
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